The Safe Zone – Giving Yourself Permission To Screw Up in Non-Monogamy

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The Safe Zone - Giving Yourself Permission To Screw Up in Non-MonogamyA while ago we found ourselves discussing the possibility of a meet-half-way weekend with some friends from Canada. Our Canadian friends are newbies, and I found myself giving them some pretty decent advice to look at the possibility of sex activity on our weekend: The Safe Zone. In The Safe Zone, they can try things they’re nervous about trying without repercussions afterwards.

The idea is that if you designate a day or a place as an anomaly in your life, it allows you the freedom to explore those taboos and things that make you nervous. Because if you wind up not enjoying yourself, or wind up feeling jealousy or having an issue, you can write it off as a self-contained package. That happened in The Safe Zone. And it doesn’t need to happen again.

This was my suggestion to our Canadian friends. They were worried about what might happen if they tried something they wound up not liking and left discouraged or angry or jealous or regretting the weekend. These are all valid concerns, and things that could very well happen as you dip your first tentative toes into the waters of any variant in the non-monogamous lifestyle spectrum. My Safe Zone idea is giving yourself permission to make those mistakes and fuck up, because it’s those potential mistakes, those things that COULD backfire so greatly, that wind up being the absolute BEST things about the lifestyle.

So I suggested that they look at this weekend trip across the border into Michigan as stepping outside their lives together. Whatever happens in Michigan can stay in Michigan, if you want. If something bad happens – like jealousy or anger – you can give yourself and your spouse permission to “leave it in Michigan.” And going forward in life, you can look at it as a minor aberration, something that need not be repeated, something that you did “In Michigan.”

And I think this can easily apply to most of the things we do at the beginning of the lifestyle.

If you’re planning a date with a couple for the first time, you can designate that date as The Safe Zone. Once you give yourself permission to take the risk, to really hold your breath and jump, it is like the waters of freedom rushing in. Plus, with true freedom and openness comes the likelihood that you won’t create lasting scars.

There is an essential component to this, however. The agreement that whatever issues crop up in The Safe Zone do, in fact, stay there. This is indeed a hard one. Because if you see your spouse or significant other doing something surprising and it raises deep new feelings and jealousies that you didn’t expect, it sure as hell can feel impossible to leave those issues at the door.

But I think that part of the price of admission to this lifestyle is pushing yourself to leave some of these things behind. Not all of us will get through our first experiences without feeling conflicted and jealous. But these feelings of conflict and jealousy needn’t mean that this lifestyle shouldn’t be for us, or isn’t for us. They just mean we’re processing feelings differently than expected.

Like the removal of The End Game (the idea that any breach would be able to immediately shut down your relationship) this is something that you have to implant inside you. This is a completely external concept. That I simply WON’T hold this or that against my partner if things go badly. Even if I so desperately want to. Even if they go so unbelievably bad. This is the risk of the leap.

I do very much believe that even our worst anger, our worst jealousy, the most angry and selfish thoughts we have towards are partner are optional, even if they don’t feel that way at the time. We can DECIDE that yes, I feel this way, but I’m going to own and stop it. That I’m going to change the dialog, that I’m going to decide to be alright.

Because if we can do that – If we can decide that The Safe Zone exists in its own little bubble in time and space that may be a swing date, or a swingers club, or somewhere in the middle of Michigan’s wine country, and nothing bad can come from anything we try there – we’re giving ourselves permission to be who we truly are. Which can only teach us and our partners more.

Experimentation and pushing boundaries is the bread and butter of a happy life. The mantra that “I’ll try anything twice (in case I did it wrong the first time)” is so very important because that’s how you learn who you really are. And you know what? It’s FUCKING OKAY if you try something you don’t like. That moment is not a failure. That’s a moment you learned something about yourself.

But if you never try these things for fear that you may not like them, well, you cut yourself off from the possibility of discovering something you never thought you’d like. And you might REALLY like it.

The Safe Zone is about allowing yourself to fuck it all up, to destroy it and rebuild it, without fear of retribution on the outside. Because it’s within that freedom that catharsis can happen. And it’s within catharsis that true learning lives.

‘Cuz sometimes you learn, in a little hotel in Michigan, that girls are soft and smell good. And you’re only able to learn it because you feel safe.

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About Author

About Cooper Cooper S. Beckett is the co-founder and host of Life on the Swingset: The Podcast since 2010, author of swinging & polyamory novels A Life Less Monogamous and Approaching The Swingularity, and memoir My Life on the Swingset: Adventures in Swinging & Polyamory. He teaches and speaks on swinging, polyamory, pegging, play parties, and coloring outside the boundaries of your sexuality. He is a graphic & web designer, photographer, and voice over artist, has been a guest expert on Dan Savage’s Savage Lovecast, & is the announcer of Tristan Taormino’s radio show Sex Out Loud. He is currently working on two instructional non-fiction books, one about beginning non-monogamy, and another about pegging.

13 Comments

  1. and isn’t that what brings the greatest illumination of who You or (I) are? trying new ways to communicate with others.  I  really feel this was already established in ancient times and we’ve forgotten who we are.  I follow the beach boy philosophy…..”Two girls for every boy”!

  2. Sahajacpl@yahoo.com on

    The Safe Zone is an excellent idea for a newbie couple/s to try out swinging, and, perhaps actual partner swap for sexual activities that may and may not inmclude sexaul intercourse with someone else’s wife/husband/SO. Without knowing anything about the Safe Zone concept, we entered the “Safe Zone” a few years ago. As a couple, our Safe Zone was the Desire resort. All we had with us when we went to Desire was the NASCA article about what swinging is. The article  described swinging for a couple as social and sexual intercourse with someone other than your mate, (husband/wife) boyfriend or girlfriend.  

    So, me and wife entered our safe zone, the swinger resort and met many play couples from Europe, USA, Canada, UK, Mexico, etc. We were aware that another couple/s would ask to play with us as a couple and, someone else’s hubby or boyfriend would ask to play with and have sexual intercourse with my wife while I played with and fucked the other guy’s wife. And so we did play with several couples, safe in the knowledge that what happened stayed at Desire. The experience was a great way to learn swinging and enjoy sex with a variety of partners in a “safe” environment where anything goes, including sexually oriented entertainment, one-on-one sex with another couple (foursome), group sex or whatever else a couple may want to do without any pressure to fuck or not to fuck your own mate or someone else’s mate consentually. Believe us, it’s a great experience, socially and sexually, away frrom the vanilla world.

    sahajacouple

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